I now know what it feels like.
I know what it feels like to get the best news of your life (I’m pregnant!).
I know what it feels like to go through a scare, but then be reassured when baby was 7 weeks old that everything was progressing normally. (Wow! Look at that strong heartbeat!).
I know what it feels like to tell close friends and family that we were expecting our first baby (we were on top of the world!).
I know what it feels like to start replacing fear with absolute joy over the miracle growing inside of me.
And sadly, I now know what it feels like to have all that excitement and expectation replaced with total devastation and loss when I was so close to entering the second trimester.
We have lost our little baby and we are completely heartbroken. I am living through a nightmare that just never seems to end.
And while I’m not ready to share the details (including the previously happy and now sad), I wanted you to know what we’re going through right now.
If you are the praying type, please keep us in your prayers. We need them more than ever.